Sunday, April 14, 2019

So Long, Volee; Hello Run Arete; What a Week...Disappearing for 10 Days;

Hi All,

In January, I reupped my membership for a local running group, joined one in a nearby city, and signed up for the Run Arete Midwest Group. Due to the recent adjustments, I have not been the most active in any of them, but I am excited to change this post-professional conference. Meanwhile, I am saying goodbye to the Oiselle Volee. I learned a lot, met some fun people, but decided to stick with Run Arete. Who knows - I might return, but I think this is the best decision for the moment. I still plant to cheer for all the many cool Oiselle Volee folks I met over the years and, I hope, we can still meetup at future events!
Months of planning yielded a poor turnout for most of the daily activities, but overall the participation was better. I might not get the article I hoped and dreamed to get from it, but I certainly learned that this time of the year is late for hosting a week of activities. The weather cooperated for the Community Event and I am considering my shelter rental fee as a charitable contribution.I had my 1.5 days of "oh my, that was not what I hoped," and it is now time to face the music.Yes, I need to shake off things more quickly, but 1.5 days is much better than 2 months, which is how long it took me to shake off my first rejection from a journal.

Early Tuesday morning, I am flying out to a remote area of New Mexico for about 10 days. The timing - in some respects - is not great, because one week from when I return, I board a train to my professional conference in Chicago. On the other hand, after a week of not well attended events and long days in the weeks preceding the program; I am ready - oh so ready - to flee.

Meanwhile, the puzzle is coming together and, yes, I will post pictures to Instagram. Because of the event, I learned of two places, which might take knitted donations. This is good. My Kobo Reader is so much fun - I never expected to love it. I do!!

Energy wise, I am whipped - but running an event has this reaction on me. I might try to the climbing gym tomorrow, before dropping off my car and heading straight to bed for the very early departure.


Happy Sunday, All!

Saturday, April 6, 2019

1/2 Way Back, Updates, The Urge to Finish (Spoiler alert...no photos)!

Hi All -

A week ago Monday, before the appointment that changed things for me, I went for a run. It was at a metropark and I will be coordinating an event in this location a week from today. I simply wanted to get an idea of mileage and options. Later that week, I took my gentle yoga class.

This week, I returned to the Metropark and did some running and then some walking. Would I have preferred to run it all? Yep - but I am learning to adjust my thinking to match the day. Then, I went running before my gentle yoga class! The instructor spotted me (oops) but this is a first and the only time I have managed exercise pre-class in 2019. Wednesday I did a run in a nearby park and today I went for a run close to where I live. I followed this by getting the lawn mower ready, because we know mowing season is right around the corner, removed fallen branches, began the process of creating a wild flower bed, and took additional pictures of my crocuses, which I planted in November. They were a gift and I will definitely be planting more. Don't worry - a post with all the flowers you could ever want to see will be coming, once all the blooms disappear. I did some reading for work at home, which I usually avoid, but I have deadlines and so adjustments must happen. Also - I am taking a 10 day break pre-professional conference, which means I am working crazy hours and trying to get things in place.

I would say that I am halfway back at this point. I can now pack exercise clothes and actually get excited about working out someplace. Or I get the urge to exercise on my own post-work, after I get back home. This is huge. I hoped this desire would return, but I was determined not to force it. While I might want to commit again to a training plan and a coach, I still need the complete return to happen. At that time, I will reassess - do I return to my coach from November 2016-early March 2019? Or do I stick with a set plan, which I get as part of membership? Or do I find a new coach? I do not know but I am also not thinking about it much.

And...yes...I am in this "must finish stage." I may or may not take a bunch of finished project photos and post them to Instagram.

Nope - I do not have photos, but the event I am coordinating tomorrow through next Saturday will have lots of photos. I might even do a post about it.

So for now - Happy Spring!



Thursday, March 28, 2019

Not curable but treatable - It's better than I hoped. Detail Heavy post - alert, alert!

Hi All,

Growing up, I accepted things as normal - moving at least two times a year, playing sports on all boys teams, etc. When it came to my health, I figured that I must be normal, but it is nothing I really discussed with my parents or asked friends. Health issues just were not discussed and, having three brothers, I did my best to fit in and not show much emotion.

I had been on medications for acne starting in 1998-2003. I stopped all medication in Summer 2013, because I was having constant migraines and later I discovered I get them from citric acid. My body loves to react. You might say - in fact - that it takes great pride in having reaction. Transitioning off the medication was tough but I got through it and life was fine until 2009. I was in a job and things were not going as I hoped. Within a few months, I would leave and take job in a remote area for 15 months. The pain continued and - being used to dealing with symptoms - I only noted it was getting worse. Fast forward a few years, the pain is continuing to get worse and I am now in a position with insurance. I checked with my doctor, who wrote it off as being "normal."

I have a very high pain tolerance. Once doctors figure this out, they being to realize I only appear in the office when it is serious or I am threatened by people, who I know will keep pushing until I go (Hi Mutti! :). So here we are in late November or early December of 2012, the pain is so severe that I take medical leave and head straight to the doctor. I could not get an appointment, but I saw a nurse practitioner, who had me rush over and get some ultrasounds. I got my first unpleasant diagnosis and three months later I had laparoscopic surgery.

The recovery was awful and within a few months the pain and symptoms reappeared. I was quite upset and, after seeing a new doctor, got on medication again. During this time, I had horrible allergies, bronchitis, pneumonia, and got really out of shape but the pain was not present!

In July 2017, I was in a new location with a new doctor and I mentioned the frequency of migraines with no apparent triggers and these migraines did not go away. It got bad enough that I quit taking the medication a few weeks prior to seeing a specialist in January of 2017. I went through a battery of tests and they discovered I was anemic. I sure wish they had checked my blood levels first but that is life. By May 2017, I began taking high doses of iron, which seemed to improve all the issues, until August 2018. To catch up, click here.

Monday - I felt good and explored a nearby park, where I am coordinating an event in a few weeks. The 2 mile run was slow but steady and yes I could tell that I have not been running consistently. Below is post-run park picture:

On Tuesday, I met with a doctor, who I trust. I was a bit unsure, but I received only kindness, thorough questions, and lots of drawing and explanations. It turns out that we think I have an incurable but treatable disorder. As we work to figure the best way to tackle things, the next few months will be a series of experiments and, of course, more ultrasounds.

I am deliberately keeping the diagnosis vague, but know that it is not curable. If at some point I had children, it could potentially get better but it could also be challenging to become pregnant. You see - it is different with every person.

I am hoping to be in decent enough fitness and health to do a 10k on June 9th. If I do, my biggest goal will be to smile, wave, and just enjoy being able to run health. To all those who have sent best wishes, support, and cheery notes; thank you - I appreciate it more than I can possibly say and I did my best to respond to each one.  If you would like more specifics, please contact me directly.

I just might try rock climbing and running on the same day this weekend - AAGH! Yep, I am definitely feeling better.

Happy Friday!!

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

Facing the Music - Training and Racing Plans for the Upcoming Months

Hi All,

A few weeks ago, I faced the music and appeared in the doctor's office. Symptoms of a previous health issue had resurfaced and, honestly, the signs began appearing in August 2018. Being stubborn and detesting a doctor's visit unless I could avoid it, I tracked the issue and hoped it would go away. It did not. I got some results back last Monday, which were hard to handle. No - I do not have cancer and no it is not life threatening. The options are not yet clear, but I hope they have some good answers for me, when I go into the doctor again next week. So far - I am impressed but I am keeping my expectations low. Right now - I am keeping the number of people (parents, siblings) who know all the details to a minimum, because it helps me cope with it and they know me. If I had not clued them into the situation, they would - justifiably - suspect something was up and be very annoyed. I am thankful to be close enough to them that I can get support and, if surgery is necessary, ask for help during the recovery. My extended family is enormous - I have 80+ cousins between the two sides and lots of aunts and uncles. Once the rumor mill gets going, it is tough to keep what's actually happening both accurate and current.

My training was not seriously impacted until December, but I hoped it would pass and I could resume consistent training. This didn't happen. I transferred my half marathon bib for the end of May and I did not race a 5 mile trail run. My last race was in early February and I pushed it. My time was good, but I was exhausted and sore for a few days, because of not being consistent with mileage and training.

For at least the next three or four months, I will be running and exercising as I can, but it will be inconsistent and completely based upon how I am feeling. It is for this reason that I decided not to continue with my coach, who got me through some tough months and taught me so much beginning in November 2016.

Right now, a 5k in late April and a 10k in early June are on my schedule. I will be volunteering at local races and joining in group runs, once I have a good base mileage established. I am also trying to do yoga on a weekly basis. As I improve, I will try to do it more frequently or at least take more challenging classes. I still plan to try out rock climbing at a gym, because my one experience was fun but awkward.

I will not be sharing many details, until I have a solution and my running is more consistent. The best way to gauge how things are going will be my Twitter posts and Instagram pictures. If I sound gloomy - it's just that the day is not great and I probably have not gotten sufficient exercise. If I am taking and posting pictures about flowers, projects, and books; it's likely that I am not running a lot. My goal is to remain positive and not to disappear. Exercise is crucial for me to be able to handle the daily stress of life - so this time around I am going to focus on getting it regularly, even if it means lots of walking.

If you are still here and not asleep, thanks for reading and following along. I hope your training is going well and I truly plan to post something more than once a month!

Funny note - I was convinced that today was Tuesday, but someone correct me. I also thought something was happening tonight that is actually taking place next week. Yep - between the health issues and a busy work schedule, I am more absent minded than usual - but I am feeling better! :)

Happy Wednesday,
Margaret

Saturday, February 16, 2019

One Month and 3 days later...Rustbuster 5k and 1st Race of 2019 Recap

Hey All!

This is a picture from this morning's 5k. I still need to work on my form (clearly) and apparently I was off the ground - hah! Maybe this is why my calf muscles are complaining?!


It's been a wacky one month and 3 days since my last post. I truly did not anticipate this. I was speaking with someone this morning and we both agreed that March is going to be our month. Meanwhile, we have two weeks left to survive!

My training much of January and into February was inconsistent at best, but I got in some good mileage and did what I could. Bootcamp kept me moving, although I do not intend to continue it. Right now, I am trying to balance a crazy work schedule but also get in rock climbing (I have been dreaming about this for 13 months - it's time to do it!) and regular group speed workouts. I am ok, if I do not end up going on long group runs, but for speed workouts - I must be in a group! They push me and I do so much better.

Speaking of pushing, I did my first "rustbuster" race in 2019. I went in with the idea, advised by my coach, of going out at a 5k pace and then trying to catch and push past people for the remaining miles. I did ok - but the people I passed ended up passing me right back between 2.5 and 3 miles. Oh well - that's ok. If I had been better about speed workouts and faster pace running, I might have been able to change this.

Next up - I will be doing a 5 mile trail race in Michigan as part of the Winter Trail Festival. I fully intend to take a picture of the hoodie and send it to my brother. He will be shocked or get a good case of the giggles.


I hope to be better with posting and updates (besides the occasional tweet) in the upcoming weeks.  I will do my best to post pre-5 mile trail race, but I would be surprised if I make it. I hope to but we shall see.

Happy Saturday!

Sunday, January 13, 2019

Cool Things, Go Away Viral Bug, MLK Weekend Plans

Hey All,

Several cool - non running things - happened this week. Courtesy of the internet, I caught with a faculty member, who wrote a letter of recommendation for my graduate program in 2006. Although I do not enjoy all parts of the internet, social media, etc, sometimes it is pretty fun.

Tuesday evening/Wednesday morning, I confirmed that I am fighting a viral bug, which is sidelining me from my usual training. My race is not until May 25th and so I am taking over the counter stuff and experimenting with dairy free probiotics. For the past few years, I fought (without success) the symptoms of dairy intolerance. I am now sick and tired of Kombucha and it doesn't seem to be working on the issues, which is just frustrating. I learned from the doctor that a dairy-free Probiotic is available over the counter and, after four days, it appears to be working. I do not relish taking any medication, but I have dumped enough antibiotics into my system in the past 18 months that I need to be nice to my stomach. If this Probiotic works, I will stick with it.

Hello, Snow - we got about two inches and it was the rainy/icy/wet mix, which made driving about so much fun. My car was not happy and stopping was the last thing it intended to do. I did not get in an accident, cleared my driveway in 45 minutes, and decided that it was enough exercise for today.

On Friday, my Dad turns 70. He has asked for a sign to be posted on the main street of my home town celebrating this landmark occasion. He does not use social media and I posted to Facebook, just in case any former soccer player spots it and decides to get in touch with him. Until High School and then from 2008-present, my Dad have always gotten along. In December 2007, I recognized that in order to get along with him - I needed to change. It's not that I did not always love and respect him - I do, but I am also independent. My Dad loves to "orchestrate" and control things, which can be a challenge to manage as a kid. He also taught me - through 45 years of field research - the importance of ethical behavior and giving yourself 100% to a task. If my Dad gets excited and thinks one of my projects could prove something, this is an excellent sign. If he has suggestions or offers to critique a study plan, take him up on the offer. He will critique things without mercy, but the final product is the best because of this.

I am fortunate to have a good relationship with my parents and siblings. It is not something everyone has and, yes, we all still debate, discuss, argue, and have different view points. I know - without a doubt - that my parents and siblings will stand behind me in tough times and I would do the same for them. One advantage of my current location is that I can easily get to any of them within hours.

My plan is to spend the holiday with my Dad, Mom, brother, and sister-in-law. We are hoping the weather will cooperate. If it does, I will leave Thursday and return on Tuesday. If it does not, I will be in the area and working on other things.

Happy Weekend!

Sunday, January 6, 2019

Goals for 2019 and How on earth is it 2019 already?

Hey All,

After feeling really good post-half marathon, I got back into running and then hit a major fatigued/slump for much of December. I still cannot quite figure out how or why it happened, but I think my body took revenge on the constant commitments, travel, etc, which made up July - early December. Thankfully, a two week break away from work, sun, family, and sleep seem to be doing the trick. I am back to running with a smile and I decided to try to new groups for 2019 and a bootcamp workout, which starts on Thursday. If you see me demanding ice packs and/or calling-in sick, this could be the reason!

Because life was insane, I am now posting the five most memorable events from 2018 and then I will post five new goals/continuing plans for 2019:

Five Most Memorable Parts of 2018:

1) Mackinac Island Half Marathon - 2:11:XX - this is my fastest half marathon to date and I loved every second of it. Will I repeat this race? Nope - but I am excited to have completed it. I cannot thank my coach, family, and friends, who supported me along this journey.

2) My Favorite Tool - I was the "leader" for this session at my professional conference and it was so popular that we are on the national program for 2019, which just happens to be in Chicago. This is one program you should plan on attending, because it is both humorous and full of information. I will be seeking Twitter volunteers by the end of January. Get in touch, if you are interested!

3) Getting Published - If you had asked me a year ago, I would tell you it would not have been feasible. Instead, 2018 was quite the year with multiple publications of all kinds. No, I am not going to tout my publications or add a link, because they have little to do with running. If  you want to see the full-text, let me know.

4) Research Training - I was fortunate to spend a week in West Chicago with 19 other people to learn the basics of how to conduct and write-up research projects. It was long, exhausting, but hands-down the best professional development activity of my life. Yeah, I would change a few things, but I loved it and now I hope to encourage others to participate or at least consider doing research.

5) Positive Outlook during Races - It started with a book,"Let Your Mind Run," by Deena Kastor. I got hooked on it and stayed up later than I should have pre-Kalamazoo Half Marathon in early May 2018. I started using those techniques in that race and, along with other podcasts, I am a happy to report I am a positive outlook runner. This took time and I know mental battles will reappear, but I am not reverting to negative outlook racing.  Spoiler Alert - I still need to finish the book! It is good and I just need to sit down and finish it.

Five Continuing Plans/Goals for 2019:

1) Stay Healthy!!! For much of 2012-July 2018, I battled allergies and serious illness. I will not recap it all here, but I am now more cautious. We get a good amount of sick leave and I will be taking it, because getting sick is overrated (for me and anyone around me!).

2) Transition Positive Outlook to "myself" for work! For a number of reasons, I am much better at being positive for everyone else, but I struggle with when it comes to how I am developing professionally and personally. In mid-November, I started working on leaving "the office/work" at the office. It helped more than thought possible. I still backslide and now I am working on making this a habit. It could mean getting to the office earlier and then leaving after the "normal" hours, which makes for an easier commute!

3) Continue doing Research and Publishing! I love research and I still have so much to learn. Also - it is tough and time consuming, which strangely makes me want to do more not less of it. I am looking forward to the challenge of finishing up current project, writing the articles, and submitting the paper for potential publication.

4) Try new things (running/not running)! In 2018, I experimented with trail races and found out that I really enjoy them. I do not plan to do just trail races, but I will throw in one or two just for fun. I want to definitely do more group strength training, speed workouts, and running this year. Miles fly, when you are happily chatting with fellow enthusiasts!

5) Travel more! Yes, I did a bunch of traveling in 2018, but it was mainly for work or a race. In 2019, I want to spend more time with family, friends, and exploring. This could include doing a race in Canada for fun, but it will mainly be racing in the continental U.S. as my time and budget allow.

Happy 2019 - I hope this new year brings each of us many fun, exciting, challenging, but overall lovely experiences!

And...I will work on blogging consistently with more pictures in 2019.


Sunday, November 11, 2018

Recap - the Great Turtle Half Marathon - October 27, 2018, on Mackinac Island

If you had asked me a year ago about completing a trail race - much less a half marathon - I would have given you an odd look. Now, two weeks after completing one, I still smile and think fondly back on that race. It was tough and I would not consider it a true trail race. I loved that race, although I do not recommend it to a first timer.

Leading up to the race, I had a mostly strong and successful training cycle. I had slacked a bit on strength training and cross-training methods besides my stationary bike, but I had attended group workouts and, for the most part, completed the solo workouts on pace. I had four weeks of consistent 30 miles (only running) heading into that race. I had completed really tough trail races in preparation and mentally had developed a way to stay positive - for the entire race. I was ready to fly.

Unlike in many races, I was nervous and fidgety. Would I be able to race well? Was my training really where it needed to be? Then - three days before the race - I started having some issues, which plagued me in the May Kalamazoo half. Thankfully - I recognized the issue and fixed it pre-race.

I checked in and got bib the night prior to the race, because I would be taking a ferry in the morning. I wanted to be ok with the timing and I got lots of perspectives, but I ultimately decided to take an earlier ferry, which was definitely the right move. Thankfully, I ate a decent breakfast and my stomach was settled on the ferry ride over to the Island - the ride was a bit choppy and a passenger behind me was not so lucky.

This gave me about 90 minutes to shed layers, stretch, switch shoes, drop off gear, and do a minimal warmup. Usually, I try for a 15-20 minute run and strides, but the cold and windy temperatures put a hold on that idea.

Miles 0-2 - I went out faster than planned in a 9:28-9:38 pace. I checked my watch once just past mile 1. These miles were some of the flattest I would face and the wind was minimal. I even got a "bit warm," but I figured the time to be gutsy was at hand.

Miles 3-11 - Hilly, gorgeous, muddy, gravely, and lots of scenic views - between miles 7-8, I caught up with someone, who I had been following for awhile on social media, and I near fell over, when a fellow runner stopped abruptly in front of me to take a picture. Ahem - that was not pleasant - and I passed horse drawn carriages four times. My pace was in the upper 9 minute or just over 10 minutes for the majority of the race and - in this stretch - I had two 11 minute miles.

Miles 12-13.1 - back to the flat stretch, but the rain, which was present on-and-off throughout the race, and wind made these miles not fun and, in fact, very cold. At Mile 12, I glanced at my watch and knew, unless I collapsed in the last 1.1 miles, that I would be able to finish in a faster time than predicted by my coach. I was ecstatic.

I finished, caught up with my friend, cheered on two of her friends, and we parted ways. I was frozen but oh so happy. In short, I have not done much in the past two weeks, but I think mentally and physically this is what I needed.

I was at conference, completing projects, traveling, or racing, straight from end of May-October and I battled - what I hope - was my last case of Pneumonia in 9 months. My entire reasoning for doing a trail race was to take off the time pressure. 3 cases of pneumonia between Nov 2017-May 2018 left me not trusting myself and unsure of what I could do.

So what's next? I will probably do a holiday themed 5k and then focus on a half in the Spring and Fall. I might try to add in another half, but I am focusing most on staying healthy, being proud of myself, and - whenever possible - not freaking out before the race. If I can stay positive, then working out the "freakout points," is also possible.

To all those racing in Philadelphia, you got this! Congrats to all the Indy Monumental racers and I loved watching so many top female finishers in the New York City marathon. Also - to Jared Ward an the men - wow, I am so incredibly impressed by your performances.

Safe Travels and Happy Thanksgiving - I will probably not post anything until then!

Sunday, October 21, 2018

Two Conferences, Taper Tantrums, Mackinac Island, Curly Hair Returns, Race Week

Hey There!

Yep - my daffodils are trying to make a bloom in late October. Are they crazy? Yes - they were only planted in early November last year and I think they did not make an appearance this spring. So what does this mean? Not sure - but these are the kind of noteworthy discoveries I make, when doing lawn work in the mid 40s of taper week.

Cleveland was frantic but fun. I then slept most of the day I took to recover. Wednesday was a bit tough and I started the drive to conference two in Traverse City. I arrived with enough time on Thursday to grab breakfast, take a class on Tableau, setup my poster, and begin the final preparations for my Paper presentation. I got great questions and thoroughly enjoyed myself, but I did not pack sufficient layers.

I then drove through snow on/off including the bridge to the Upper Peninsula. Let me tell you - driving in the wind and snow flurries was not so fun the first time. Needing to complete a speed workout, I got my stuff sorted, changed, and did it. No, I did not hit the splits and yes I resembled a Pillsbury Dough Boy, but I did it. My second to last long run was similar - cold, lots of turns, but I did it. The walking around the Island convinced me that I have trained on harder terrain and so the race will in fact be a reward. Will I struggle? Yep. And I may hit a point where I decide I cannot continue? When those moments hit, I will just take a second to re frame it, remind myself that I trained hard, and keep up on going.

And...yes, I posted some photos twice. Sorry, folks - I did spot some hilarious boots and I picked up a cute owl, which will be an excellent donation to the 2019 Midwest MLA silent auction.

I returned in the mid afternoon/early evening a week ago. I was pretty exhausted and not running well - as you might imagine -for more days than I care to admit. Wednesday night - I ran with my group and coach. The "tantrum" finally passed and I was told to speed up and I did. The last long run was easy and now the race week is upon us.

And...I got my haircut, after getting a recommendation, and the curls have returned. They are much more "prominent" in the initial cut and now my hair is back to doing its usual with little prompting (yay).

I will drive-up Thursday afternoon/evening, pickup stuff on Friday afternoon, run Saturday, and then return on Sunday. If I feel up to it, I will do a pre/post race write-up. The post race recap will occur happen within a day or two. In the meantime, Twitter and Instagram are the best ways to keep up with me for the next week or so.

Saturday, September 29, 2018

It's Almost October....Happy National Medical Librarians Month - Debunking Some Myths about Medical Librarians!

Hey Everyone,

Yep - this is going be a more professional post than some, but I will give some highlights of what October will hold in terms of running for me - not to worry!

October is the month for many things, but the one I choose to discuss is National Medical Librarians month. Specifically, I will debunk or support 10 myths about my field and my area of expertise. Ready or not, here we go:

10) All librarians - especially medical librarians - own cats or dogs.

Nope - I am highly allergic to cats and, despite enjoying well behaved dogs, I will not have ever have an inside dog. They also have this horrible tendency to chase me, while running, and I even got bitten one time. So - I happily follow people on instagram with these pets. I may at some point have another inside pet, but given that I travel and work quite a bit, this pet is going to have be ok with being on its own.

9) Being a member of the Medical Library Association is a required for being a Medical Librarian.

Most definitely no - I joined in 2007 and, with a few exceptions, I attend the annual meeting each year. For the past year or so, I have been leading one of the groups (Educational Media and Technology Section). The conference rates keep going up, but I feel it is important to attend, even if it means self funding part of the expenses. If you cannot justify the cost, state or regional health science association meetings are a great place to "test out" the conference scene. They usually are more affordable and it is fun to meet many people in a smaller setting.

8) What does AHIP mean? Why should I bother?

AHIP - Academy of Health Information Professionals - is a way to keep up with the trends in the field. I delayed joining, because it is much easier to renew at a higher level. I entered at the Senior level in 2014 and I will be moving up to Distinguished in the next year or so. Not all medical librarians are part of it, but it is a good way to show your dedication to the profession. It is also a lot less painful and cheaper than getting a second masters degree or a doctorate.

7) Umm...I have issues with Blood, which means I cannot be a medical librarian.

While most medical librarians do support health care professionals (doctors, nurses, pharmacists, physical therapists, etc), we rarely end up dealing with blood. Yes, HIPAA training is required, although most clinical faculty members do not discuss patients at all, even if they know you have the training. I respect this. So - no - if you are afraid of blood, this is still an area to consider.

6) All medical librarians do research and publish.

This is so decidedly not true. Most librarians - maybe more so medical librarians - do not ever publish. Some decide to do it, but this is usually as part of a tenure track position or for promotional purposes. Then again, a group find it interesting and decide to do it,  because they want to do research.

5) All librarians knit or crochet.

HAH - this is so not true. Although, I do no knit and sometimes I attempt crocheting. I prefer knitting and usually have a couple projects on hand, because it is fun to switch and do different ones to get past the "oh my...I have xxx repeats to do and it is making me insane!"

4) I will learn everything I need to be successful in my Masters program.

This is one of my major pet peeves. The masters program is highly theoretical and, quite frankly, I sometimes wonder why it is necessary. I decided to get experience - with little help from my program - and did 2 internships and a practical experience at three places in the DC area. Each one taught me what I did not want to do and assisted in determining the setting that would eventually work best for me.

3) Library School

If you want me to be ready to yell, scream, and likely loose my temper, just mention the words, "Library School." It is a masters degree. Yes, it might be (quietly like is) easier to get than many, but it is still a requirement for most professional positions. If you don't have one, then promoting and career advancement are tough. The first step toward becoming acknowledged and well respected as a profession is to quit referring to the program as, "library school."

2) Tenure track positions are the best. All librarians should be required to get tenure.

I am 2 years and nearly 3 moths into a tenure-track position. Whether or not I get will determine if I must quickly seek a job (after 6 years) and explain why I did not get it. If I get it, then it does ensure some stability. I am quite sure it is easier to get a doctorate degree than it is to achieve tenure. Most likely - whether or not I achieve it - I will write about this topic in detail, but first I want to get through it.

1) Why would I need a librarian? Google has all the answers. Let me just "google" it and prove it to you!

Librarians use Google just as much as everyone else, but we should not be threatened by Google. Why? Medical databases, technology, an the practice of health care are always changing. People do not receive adequate training, get stuck, and resort to Google. If we, the professionals, quickly demonstrate a more efficient way of retrieving the "information" by not Googling, then the person will respect our position, talk favorably about the library, and return with more complicated questions. Don't fight Google. Instead use it as a conversation starter and a way to encourage people to use databases for more effective searching.

In late September 2007, I started my first professional position and I graduated with my masters degree in December. The journey to where I am now contained more twists, turns, challenges, and fun than I could have anticipated. Should we all become librarians? No. Do I still prefer to be "incognito" and introduce position as, "I work for the College of Medicine or I am an information professional." Yep - you see, the term "librarian" gives people the wrong impression. And so - I confuse 98% of people with my description of what I do and, those who work with librarians or keep current, - figure it out and start asking good and specific questions.

I will be in Cleveland next weekend and then in Traverse City and Mackinac Island the following week. Two weeks after that, I will be running my first trail half marathon on Mackinac Island. I think that I have found trail shoes, which will keep me vertical, but I will test them a few more times to be safe.

Stay happy, keep running or exercising, and high five the medical librarians - they need it, even if you might not guess it by the smiles you see during the month of October.

Sunday, September 23, 2018

It's been...two months and 18 days, but I am finally posting. Alert - this might be lengthy!

Hey All!

If I claimed the past 2 months and 18 days were dull, then I would surely be lying. Instead, I travelled to-and-from Chicago for a week of training. Then, the weekend after that I drove to Indianapolis and completed my first relay. I have decided relays require more planning than I gave my first one but they are kind of fun.

Two weeks later, I ran a 5k and managed a 28:45, which is the fastest 5k time I have seen in many years. It's not quite my fastest ever, but I was ecstatic.


Then, I did a 5 mile trail race and volunteered for about 6 hours after it with people I had not met previously. Going into it, I had a bit of tough night, rough morning - I was thrilled they let me participate and I will be happy tp race and volunteer again with this group. It is the most fun I have had volunteering in a non-professional circumstance since moving to the Northwest Ohio - Southeastern Michigan area.

The past 26 months professionally have taught me a lot. If I am required to do research (yes, it's part of the job!), then I am going to find a way to make it meaningful to the community and people I support. My masters program was theoretical enough that it took me a while to figure out how it applied (or didn't in many cases) to what I do. I no longer feel ashamed for doing the work at the office and, in fact, it assists in determining how I allocate the funds under my purview. It is also a fantastic opportunity to better understand how those I serve think and feel.
After a brief six week stint - I concluded that running my own business or being a contract/consultant on the side is not for me. To do it, I need a definite start and end date. Does more to this "story" exist, of course - but given how trusting I am of technology, the lack of evidence about this latest adventure should tell you a lot.

Health wise - my fitness continues to improve and I am getting a bit gutsy. Trail racing fascinates and scares me. My first test of trail shoes led to achy feet and a crank shin. Those shoes are going back the store and thank heavens they have a 30 day return policy. The problems I expected to have never appeared. Instead, I went to my local running shop, asked a bunch of questions and posed the one, which still confuses me about different wear patterns on my shoes. I am hoping this next pair of trail shoes works. I am definitely a size 8 (don't try to put me in something else or my shoes flop like chicken wings when I attempt to accelerate).

Do I still have health questions? Yep. Did I fear for about a month of being the, "Patient from Hell?" Yep - I have been informed that advocating for my health and getting a good response from the doctors (i.e. they moved up the appointment!) are good things. I am not stopping until I get some answers but I also hope to lace up my newly acquired trail shoes for the Great Turtle Trail Half Marathon at the end of October.

My professional association is restructuring and, being a leader of a group, it means lots of extra meetings, talking, and sussing out what the group wants. I am fortunate to have a good supporting group of people and many others are willing to give me opinions. How this plays out? Well - it's all going to happen in the upcoming months regardless of whether or not we can reach a consensus. I only hope - at the end of it - my group emerges with a renewed sense of purpose and desire to continue pushing the association members to try new things, be innovative, and yet find the fun in what we do.

Technology - if used properly - can be good and hold the attention of the audience. We are running the, "My Favorite Tool," session for the second time in May 2019. It will be fun, fast-paced, and a bit different. The rockstar judges know that I will protect them from contestants and the contestants know I am not judging them, because face-it I could not do so with an unbiased perspective. I only hope that we get a good turnout, some volunteers to keep up the Twitter commentary, a web conferencing system that allows for instant voting and tallying, but most importantly that everyone (audience, contestants, judges) have fun. It worked last year and we have a chance to make this next round even better.
Until next time - which should occur before 2 months have passed - keep your chin up and don't forget to find the fun and bright spots, even if they both play the disappearing game.